FOGGY NIGHT

Today, I woke up to a foggy dawn, the morning was cool, quiet and blurry. I could not see clearly.
I stood and watched the world through my window.  I saw the vegetation was all green and beautiful.
I then realized it was December. I looked at my Calendar and discovered how fast them months moved.
Tears rolling down my cheeks
as I remembered how I started my year on a foggy morning, unable to see clearly what the year would bring.
I remembered how the year unwrapped its venom: of pain, grief, betrayal, anguish.
It has been a rough year.
But I also remembered how beautiful it has been to receive the most precious gifts of peace, joy, happiness, laughter, love and growth.
Through it all, I learnt to STOP and SMELL the ROSES
To press through the fire, the pain and all.
I learnt to live passed the mourning
And here I am, LIVING despite it ALL
Today, it's a foggy night
I'm not able to see clearly
I do not know what the coming year has in store for me
But by faith, I will enter the fog, and see the morning
2019.I SEE YOU.